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The light at the end of the tunnel


Bright-SunIs it me? Is it the advent of spring, or the warmer days, or the return of the sun, maybe it has nothing to do with it or maybe it’s all of the above?
Who knows?

All I know is that I don’t feel constantly tired and jaded anymore. I never thought that day would come, what a blessing!

I also have been working hard on myself, tried to find my new « self”, which would still be « me », after all …I really think I’m getting there…I am seeing the light at the end of the dark dark (and motherfuckin’ scary) tunnel! And it feels good! I’m peaceful, serene and in control of myself like I have never been ever before.

It paid off, finally, it did and god damn it, it was worth it! But I learned so much, along the way and I know I still have so much to learn …

They say “it is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles…” I actually had this saying tattooed on the back of my neck, in Sanskrit, a long time ago …

Developing a strong sense of self, true self, nothing is more important in the world.

To know yourself, look at your fears. Fear in itself is not important, but fear stands there and points you in the direction of things that are important. That’s where you can begin.

Wish me luck for the beginning of the rest of my journey 🙂



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I know it’s a little bit early for New Year’s resolutions but

I really need more self-confidence.  :/

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I swear to god I’m so terrified that people are going to think that I’ve changed. And I HAVE.

How is that a problem ?

I almost wanted to close my Facebook account just so I could have the impression that I’m totally free to be myself without being constantly under the pressure of what other people would think.

Although, you know what’s really sad ? The people that don’t change at all. That’s sad.

I swear to God, the world’s upside down.




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Feels like I’m fourteen


In my previous article, « Peace Out ! », I came to the conclusion that
my clothes weren’t supposed to “define” who I am.
Yet, as you may know, it’s not always easy to keep
that in mind, staying wise and poised.

I’m going through a lot lately.

Because…I also realized that the more I’m “changing”,
the more I’m “losing” my “friends”.
Well, I guess I’m gonna need to stay focused on
myself, my needs and my happiness.

Gosh, things are SO complicated,
yet so simple at the same time :/

‘nyways. Bye.


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