Is it me? Is it the advent of spring, or the warmer days, or the return of the sun, maybe it has nothing to do with it or maybe it’s all of the above?
All I know is that I don’t feel constantly tired and jaded anymore. I never thought that day would come, what a blessing!
I also have been working hard on myself, tried to find my new « self”, which would still be « me », after all …I really think I’m getting there…I am seeing the light at the end of the dark dark (and motherfuckin’ scary) tunnel! And it feels good! I’m peaceful, serene and in control of myself like I have never been ever before.
It paid off, finally, it did and god damn it, it was worth it! But I learned so much, along the way and I know I still have so much to learn …
They say “it is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles…” I actually had this saying tattooed on the back of my neck, in Sanskrit, a long time ago …
Developing a strong sense of self, true self, nothing is more important in the world.
To know yourself, look at your fears. Fear in itself is not important, but fear stands there and points you in the direction of things that are important. That’s where you can begin.
Wish me luck for the beginning of the rest of my journey 🙂